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So, I guess that was the end of me and Bao... I let him go. I left after the year of holding onto what we had.. How stupid could I be to let the guy I wanted to be with loose in a world full of girls who will be captivated by his charm... but, I knew it was only fair to let him go if I was not ready to be with him. He wanted to wait. He wanted to stay. I knew that would be too much hurt at the end if I were to never end up with him. He makes me his first priority, and I'm at a part of my life where I'm not ready to do the same. I guess that 3 year difference really mattered, because we are at two completely different stages of our lives. He's almost done with school. He's on a path of pursuing his career. I, on the other hand, just started school. I'm not ready to get into a relationship that is bound to get serious enough to consider marriage. I'm too scared for that right now... so maybe, there is a girl out there who is better compatible with him. I hope not. If so, I just hope she will love him wholeheartedly-as much as I knew I could love him.